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[Sep. 2nd, 2007|08:01 pm] |
didn't go back to iowa this semester upset with myself about that....can't wait to go back next semester though...so now i work full time and go to school full time.....so i spend most of my day driving seeing as i work a half hour away..ruff ruff
i got a puppy. shes afuckingdorable... she's a yorkie poo. 3.6 pounds she just turned 10 weeks old we've had her since just before 8. her name is mitzi lilliana
i made the most out of the last half of my summer
i finally got rid of kim---i realized how shitty of a friend she was and realized i should of listened to nick for the past three years....you can't make people be a loyal friend or a good friend for that matter. so whatever. i'm over it. apparently she isn't though cuz she is enjoying spreading lies to me to my ex...but whatever floats her boat i feel sorry for him that he has to be the one to see her day in and day out.
i just got off the phone with a friend i'm pissed at. im going to go hang out with her...why i dont know. oh wait..because i KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT all the time and that shit kicks me in the ass---im such a silly goose.
i miss my best friend...but i've learned a lot and i sure as hell am a lot stronger.
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[Mar. 6th, 2006|01:56 pm] |
p.s...
im trying to put a newer pic up and it wont let me...
hellllp!! :(
p.s.s.s.s.s.s.s
im realllllllly excited about college :) minus the fact im goingt o know no one and ill prolly be on my computer 24/7....:)??? |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|06:34 pm] |
oh ok cool
"please mrs korinek don't mention anything to my mother"
"i wont you can always talk to me"
"KRISTI---WHOAREYOUTELLING I WONT PAY FOR YOUR COLLEGE?!?!!!!!"
((godzilla breaks out))
sweet---i thought my friends moms were cool. wtf cuz that really pisses me off. im sick of not bieng able to FUCKING HAVE EVEN A LITTLE TRUST in someone and not being able to talk to ANYONE cuz EVERYONE SUCKS!
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fuuuuuccckkkkkkkk thhisssss wooorrrlllldddd
it makes me wanna become a drug dealing crack snorting hippie
but i wont
plus---i need to hug someone hxc and they dont even exist anymore
boo.fucking.hoo |
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| POST number 2 today???.... |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|03:35 pm] |
my friend has cancer. ---how else am i supposed to start a post with this?--- he was diagnosed a little around beg of school time. he went through three rounds of chemo during first semester and was sicker than a dog. he had surgery. then it was found the cancer had spread to his lungs. he was just in indiana receiving one of another 93589037589325 rounds of his chemo, stem cell treatment, and a bone marrow transplant. this kid is NOT EVEN 18 YEARS OLD and has to go through this?! are u kidding me?!
it's unbelievable! I just saw him last night and i wanted to cry.
How can god do this to someone? SO YOUNG and innocent? this kid is amazing!! he is so sweet and kind and just cares for everyone and is a GREAT friend. how can god chose someone so lovable to give something so horrible to?
i feel guilty for stoping our friendship when we were younger for a bit. idk why---we kinda just drifted apart. im so glad thsee past couple years we've become close again.
dan-your my hero. ur the reason i wake up in the morning and cherish every day that i have. without all of this happening, yes--u would be healthy and things would be the same, but i wouldnt realize what i have. you are the STRONGEST person i know and for that, no matter what happens, you will always be a part of me. your our superman....don't ever forget that.
my friend got the idea of starting a fundraiser for him...so thats what we did. and we never realized how much effort, how much work, and how much planning and "togetherness" we were going to be experiencing. i see my girls pretty much everyday after school and even though we didn't talk to dan all the time or see him, i constantly felt like he was right there because this whole thing is for HIM. it's a lot of work granted, but even this doesn't feel like enough for him . <3
DOLLAR$ FOR DAN fundraiser
FEB 7 FROM 6-8
SPAGHETTI DINNER
RAFFLES
AND YOU COULD WIN A CAR!!!
..contact me for more info..
LiVESTRONG!!!!
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|12:46 pm] |
wow i haven't used this thing in forever. it got me in a bit, no A LOT of trouble last year. yeeesh. im most likely going to make a new name cuz i want this one deleted, along with the rest...i don't want memories of ANYTHING to fill my head anymore...
i've always been so good at that---im capable of blocking out my past. it's sooo weird. usually, people wish they could forget...I--just pretty much forget. except a couple things, and a person inparticular i will nto mention that i wish i could slap in the face because i can remember every single detail of every single day spent with them...rawr.
school is ok. i made honor roll last semester but of course did i get congradulated by my parents?...NOOOOO!!! so i dont even think im gonna go to the assembly, but i kinda wanna. idk....i can't wait for college. im sick of living somewhere i don't really like to be. im lucky i have friends to run to and people who care about me. it's sad.
i've been getting horrible headaches lately like EVERYDAY and idk what to do! i always have sooo much i need to get done and never can....because i always have to come home and sleep cuz of my head. wow---sir bitch-a-lot? ha.
um...once again i have changed my friends....cuz once again i had a sucky best friend. it sucks. and sometimes i miss her. but i hate her and the things she's done and i might go crazy if i ever see her outside school. sorry kim---but u really do suck. im "civil"--but i odnt know how much longer it can last.
i got a job today..thats pretty kick ass. 10$ or more...idk yet, and hour. pretty sweet. i have to go buy nice clotes and start dressing nice for school..that's gonna suck hxc style x3892753985..
i miss my sophomore year...stil
how craziiii is that? it's liek that was "perfect" in my mind. first semester was amazinggggggg. and the beg of second. it's crazy. i smell memories from then .i kid u not. but yes....rawr
no one even reads this thing anymore the only people that would is calyn, linds, and susan...but i dont talk to any of them anymore calyn sometimes...more of when she hung out with us more. it sucks....istillluvucalyn! dont worry...lindsay---i miss u and ur funny-ness...if we can make that a word for a day? <3.
ok im done i guess....i think im going to get into a bad habbit of writing int his everyday.
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|10:09 pm] |
you don't even know what its like to have a rough life
and you don't even know what it's like to have a real problem...
(( no---u have NO IDEA )) |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|02:36 pm] |
i miss my friends that i had before
no not sam and olivia and chew and alkjldkfjldkjkldfj
...susan and lindsay and kim and mike...the days at the basketball games
...there was no drama then
i miss my tonsils
i miss my heart
i miss my best friend
i miss my other best friend
i miss cupcake [wtf i just saw her last night]
i miss dancing
i miss playing basketball
i miss .you.
i miss my blank tanktop i stole from someone that i can't find
i miss thinking things would never change
i miss * |
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[Jul. 15th, 2005|02:24 pm] |
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people who can't grow up crack me up
me and sticky drew on her walls last night...so much fun basically..lol *cupcake has a date sat ohhhh lala!!!!* :) sweetness...atleast we know this one WONT cheat on her and GRADUATED highschool. ;)
um....i got new ankle bracelets ....so yeah
i excited for fireworks tomorrow night
and im being taken on a datetonight...:) im excited
lets see....oh yeah mike jones=pussy ;)
annnnnd oh yeah...it was nice hangin` with you susan today |
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|11:06 pm] |
today sucked asshole!
had work at 11:30-nick went with me...we swam of course, and sat in the sun for 4 hours....i got sick hxc style.
erin and katiedon't believe me. I don't know why they would think i would lie about not giong to her grad party. it's not like i hate her or anything...i have a card for her. :(
kim stopped by at like a quarter to ten after she got off work and tried to get me to go out...no dice no dice.
the fact that i have mytonsils out and my stomach hasn't even been able to adjust to ANYTHING since then has a huge effect on the fact that im sick and can't hold anything down.
please don't think im lying |
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|11:41 am] |
yesterday was def a sticky day :)
so i worked in the mornin got some color woooot
kim met me up thurr, we went to my house went svim svim
then tanned for like 20 minutes lol
went out to eat ((sounds so formal haha))
then i came home cleansed, and showered
went to kims
GOT OH SO LOST on the way to mikes show...GrRrRrr
I THINK WE WERE DRIVING MORE THEN WE WERE THERE! lol
talked to mike for a while, such hottness :-P
thennnn me and kim went to the fest
thats just drama-haha
then we met my lover and his buddies up at shick and gary
:takes breath:
and now i have a headach and need to go lay down |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|11:16 am] |
I LOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE MY BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
<33 |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|01:16 am] |
[[ wait i have one more for the immature crowd gathering to read this ]]
I think it’s quite pathetic how you’re so stuck up
I thought that as we got older people would grow the fuck up.
this isn’t kindergarten sweetie stop playing childish games
no more pranks, no more rumors, no more calling names.
Now since I’m mature ill forgive & forget. But
watch out next time you pull that shit and yes, that’s a threat.
[[ of course copy and pasted ]]
(( from stevies comment )) |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|01:05 am] |
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wally's grad party was today, that was nice. MY FAMILY IS THE SHIT!!!! then the morons came over....except a few, they aren't morons. so that was gay. it was funny though my family im close with doesn't like any of them...ha~go figure! ....someone owed me an apology but since he's a pussy...i didn't get one. it's ok-thats insulting my intelligence.
got my prom pictures back FINALLY...i LOOK SO EFFING HOT! we all looked so0o0o0 pretty!!! my date--def the hottest! :) he's so sweet---i love him soooo much! i bet none of ur b/f's open the car door even! HA!
then me and nick went to the carnival today with the group again. we had to leave cuz i started ozzing blood from my throat again. that was kina scary so he took me home so we could fix then went back. they all left so we just walked around and talked and [[ of course ]] ate. :) xoxo
(( it's funny how people can TALK SHIT then when you see them THEY CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU))
[[ damnit...there goes me and my + whoorish + self again. *HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! ]]
then we went back home and then i went to my lil katies for a lil bit.
i can't wait till i get off work tom to go swimming at nicks w/ him and his family!!! AHHH I LUV THEM SOOOO MUCH! ...his mom said she misses me cuz i haven't been there cuz i have been sicky poo -hehe-
i haveta go back to r.t.'s soon.......*almost gags*, it's funny u tell them YOUR NOT GONNA BE THERE cuz ur gonna be in the hospital and they call u up and ask where u r...but its ok for others to say nothing---mmmmm OK :) `at least everyones nice`
mhmmmmmmmmmm 2 more weeks till my cuzins weekend im so excited to stand up! i did her makeup today and she <3-ed it X10. :) |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|12:47 am] |
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Oh No!!! whatever are you going to do?!?!?
you can't leave comments anymore.
(( now go cry about it))
heres some luv messages for you guys :) enjoy assholes.
my first regret
Im sorry for meeting all of you
And following all the bad shit I used to do
All of you were my fake friends
Nothing but trouble waiting to happen
I can't believe i even thought
To have "friendships" like that were worth the mile walk
Im disugsted and through
With all the idiotic things all you do
If you wanna talk shit that's fine
Come say it to my face-HELL! I'LL PICK THE TIME
You all think you're so [ fucking ] cool
YEAH- it's def. really cool to drop outta school
Selling weed-def. the smartest thing to do
.awww- please don't get mad i flushed it down the toliet on you.
Let's drink our worries away-one smirnoff at a time
Then brag how we cut ourself and don't eat dinner every time
Hello beautiful-how are you?
.shut the fuck up-you use that line with everyone at school.
What you gonna do-go ahead, hit me like you hit her
.no, that's alright-i'll just sit your drunk ass down while you cry your drunken ass away to me.
Best friends forever-like what a 100 yr old lady?
.shoulda never trusted your sorry ass--my bad everyday.
Real good guy-`don't worry im always here for you`
.yeah-until someone speaks their mind to you-then your through.
Too bad I'll never forget
All the shit I put up with
You all are my very first regret |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|08:51 pm] |
senior grad was today....that was too long and boring forrr meee!!!
i saw my lil katie....shes just as cute as a button! :)
saw er bear tooooo :)
it was a nice ceremony
people that graduated im shocked did.....but i guess they pass anyone now-a-days.
-haha-
mmmm I CANT WAIT TILL NEXT TO HAVE ALLLL 4 YEARS OF MY HIGHSCHOOL EDUCATION! |
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[May. 31st, 2005|10:16 pm] |
today has been looooooooooong.
my spanish teacher needs a kick in the face...mhmm yeah. 2 vocab quizes, 1 oral, 1 comp, and a final at one time, yeah piece of cake....how rude!. whatever, she's just mad cuz im gonna do good so shes trying to make me nervous!
have to stay after for physics tomorrow too to make up a test i missed...yeah home sweet home lake park NOT.
oh well im so mad i had such good grades until my tonsils decided they wanted to be yanked. oh well, it happen every semester to me...next you u just wait and see
r.t. really needs to stop screwing up my availability and my sched..when i say "im gettin my tonsils taken out i need a week off" and then i come back and say "im not gettig any better ican't work"...it's not like im talking jibberish! oh well. they were nice about it though. jared changed my avail. for me and then helped me to take care of the shifts i wont be attending maha...stupid food places. speaking of which
I DRANK A MILKSHAKE TODAY!!......k sorry thats just really exciting for some of us. im craving food and can't wait to eat everything in site.
k back to spanish |
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[May. 29th, 2005|08:55 pm] |
Prom was fun.
my dress was plain...but im hot so i don't need a lot of attention on my dress :)
i actually liked my hair
...my boyfriend looked AMAZING! *smiles*
...and every else looked beautiful!
(( I MISSED ERIN THOUGH!!!!! ))
the boat was fun x10! it was relaxing more then anything else. Me and nick didn't dance till the end. We sat by the back outside and just looked at the skyline and talked mostly. :( mad me sad. ((college talk)) but it was nice....so romantic lol
...too bad my throat killed me....ALL NIGHT LONG! urg! it's ok, i didn't let it ruin the night...just drank A LOT of water, wow shocker!... I was able to eat dinner though which surprised me. i was SO HAPPY to FINALLY have food in me when i haven't been able to eat for a week.
...so far, i've lost over ten pounds...that sucks! i'm gettin sick of not being able to eat though...EVERYTHING burns :(. and i have final tues and wednesday and prolly all of next week and idk what to do with make ups..ahhh!
me and nick didn't wake up till 2 today lol. everyone wanted to go do something, i was just tooooo tired! plus i was suppose to work but it rained so they closed the pool THANK GOODNESS.....i still get paid haha!
so me and nick slept some more :) oh how i luv him
<33
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[May. 27th, 2005|08:32 pm] |
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so prom is tomorrow...im excited, i would be more excited if i just didn't lose my tonsils in the past week...but whatever.
got my nails and toes done. so cute!.....me and my friends are def gonna b the <b>hottest</b> there.
i still can't eat...thats cool. :( it burns. thank goodness the dr is sometime next week.
[[ people are wimps ]]
\ whoops /
in the words of my awesome boyfriend,
"grow up"
its smart to *talk* about me
_to_ people im _friends_with
...next year, oh i caAaAaAaAaAaAan't wait
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[May. 26th, 2005|02:09 pm] |
it's so nice to be alive
...thank u my 3 musks for constant contact with me!! :)
IM FINALLY [[ sStTaArRtTiInNgG ]] to feel better!!!!!
xoxo |
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